EMOTIONAL DESERT 2009

A 2009 PERFORMANCE IN 12 MINUTES ON MY SPACE...
AN EMOTIONAL DESERT 2009

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'SHE TRANSFORMED HIS MISERIES INTO SEXUAL EXCITEMENTS AND TO GIVE CREDIT WHERE IT WAS DUE, TURNED HIS GRIEF IN A USEFUL DIRECTION'- SAUL BELLOW, HERZOG

'IN ARTISTS, THE PASSION TO CREATE GENERATES A WILL POWER STRONG ENOUGH TO DEFY THE WORST DISEASE-PHILIP SANDBLOM-CREATIVITY AND DISEASE

'VITALITY SHOWS IN NOT ONLY THE ABILITY TO PERSIST BUT THE ABILITY TO START OVER'-F. SCOTT FITZGERALD-THE CRACK UP 1945

PRESZENCE IN FLOWS OF GENERATIVE WITHIN ABANDON AND ABANDONMENT

THE SPACES OF TESTS AND TEMPTS ...STASIS NEUROSIS IN INADEQUATELY DISPOSED OF 'UNSATISFIED SEXUAL EXCITATION...ZONES WHERE TRAUMA OR FEAR MAY HAVE DEADENED OR NEUTRALIZED AN ORGASM REFLEX...BLOCKED OR DENIAL RHYTHMS...
THE LACK IN STATES OF DEEP SEATED WOUNDEDNESS...SHAME BARBICAN FORTRESSINGS...POWER GREATER THAN LOVE STATES...LIMITED AND IMMATURE EXCITATIONS...

THE EXPOSURES OF DISPLAYS, ROLE, PERFORMANCE IN MIMESIS OR 'WANTING TO BE WANTED'...

SOMETHING LESS THAN TRUTH OF URGENCY IN THE SURRENDER OF SELF TO REALNESS OF SELF...IT IS NOT THE 'AL' OF FILLED WITH CREATIVE PERCOLATION BUT THE HEART OF REALNESS...IT IS MOVING OUT OF MEDIATION AND INTO PRESZENCE AS THE EXCITEMENT OF NOTHINGNESS CALLS URGENCY IN REAL FEELINGS OUT OF PATTERNINGS...INERTIA AND DESIRE IMITATIONS...

IT IS LUNG FULLNESS IN THE INNER WINDS OF REAL REEDING OUT OF CORRIDORINGS OF MERIDIAN AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS...

IT IS FACING NOTHINGNESS WITHOUT ALL THE ANAESTHESIA OF MEDIATIONS...